Man I remember when I updated like every day in this stupid xanga. Oh well its a good habit to break.

  I'm probably going to stop posting all together and probably shut down my site.  If I don't its the lazy-ness kicking in.

Well the funeral past and we're all getting along in our lives. I moved from my old house and its just been a lot to deal with and it seems like the only people who really checks up with me that I don't see all the time are Robert, Kai, Amanda, James, and Gabbrielle.

 I've been hanging out with James and Veronica a lot and I've been with brandon like...almost everyday for the last 2 weeks. It's weird not seeing him more then a 24 hour time period. o0; But hell, hes an awesome friend and  THE BEST boyfriend in the world. <3 I cant find any reason why I wouldn't want to see him everyday. ^__^

 He gets to spend the night too ( for like a week straight)....my brother roxxers. XD

Bye bye!!!!

  Tito's birffffsday was yesterday. :3 sooo i had to see my littto azn bro-ha-ha. Damn I missed that kid a hell of a lot. ^_^ Me and Brandon went together to his hoouuussseeeee da tall aZn one. =P  Then Linzey and  Steph came :D  We had so much fun goofing around in his room, then we picked up Rosie and she road in the trunk....again. =_=; Lol ionno we're all so crazy together. Then we went back to his hooussee, then to some spanish resturant. Yucki Yucki Yucki. I couldn't even READ the god damn menu! so everyone was so scared we ate a lot of this..tiny little circular pieces of bread. >>; but once the butter was gone i stuck a bread thingie in the dish. XD Then Brandon poured water onto it...and rosie got really grossed out cause it sucke dup all the water. xD Of course, me being the little shit i am, i tossed itnext to her and she like..hid in the corner ready to barf.

  Instead the little water bread ball went on the floor and rosie gave a speech on how someone is going to slip on the bread and die. >>; Oi.well this resturant was...freaking retarded...instead of giving us REAL meals they passed out little plates and we had to 'share'. O_O the fuck i kill it. >>; the only thing i trusted was this...deseret thingie which was basically a banana covered in carmel with a tiny ass scoop of vanilla ice cream. =_= we had to share THAT too. Then there was this..leaf thingie on top of the ice cream...and Steph thought it was a mint leaf so she went to chew on it and like..gagged. xD

we're lame, yes I know. Well then she had to get up to go to the bathroom....AND SLIPPED ON THE BREAD AND SHE SKIDDED. LMAO.  XDDD oh and the rosie stepped in it too and it got all over her shoe. :D Well after dinner we went back to his house and played with plato and then called simon and did nothing but convince him roise liked  his penis. XD i wanted to piss my pants i was laughing so hard. Then there was our class photo from 8th grade...and we covered all the stupid up and mad unibrows and mustaches on some people. xD

 Then we went to the park and a giant and i mean BIG beatle thing attacked my shoe and i freaked out

 >___>

It was huge!

;-;

anyways...we all had to go home like around 11:00 soooo brandon and me drove rosie home and i played the best prank on her. I used my bestedededededed acting skills and put on a serious face as i grabbed Brandons hand...and i was like " ..Rosie....We have to tell you something..." And she went totally pale white...and started to freak then i couldn't keep it in any longer and i burst out laughing. xD i swear she was gonna kill me... she thought i was pregnant. But that wasn't even the best part...BRANDON didn't catch onto the joke...and thought I wasn't kidding!!!! roflmao. he was white as a ghost the whole way home because his system got such a shock. xD ohhhh i meaan

Mmmnmnmmmm Honk'n good AzN

 Mmm steph that leaf looks soooo yummy in your mouth >__>

 XD guess not.

 >>;

this HAS to be my favorite picture. XD Rosie's breaded shoe.! XDDD

<3 such love~ XD we're lame-asses

Its my birthday.....

yay i guess..

I'm 16.

Well i have to pat myself on the back...didnt think id make it this far.

Hopefully gonna see Pam Rosie Vince Ian Serigo Brandon and Tito tomorrow. I want too...im surprized though, last year my family (except tony) totally forgot it was my brithday. This yera they all managed to remember.

Funny... this is also the year i didn't ask for anything...and the year everyone remember.

The irony.

XxTrueImmortalxX: i love yoe
XxTrueImmortalxX: you*
CheezecakeBandit: WHOS YOE?!
CheezecakeBandit: I'LL KILL'EM
XxTrueImmortalxX: lol
XxTrueImmortalxX: no.. YOU!!! i love YOU!
CheezecakeBandit: LIEZ AND DECEPTION!

I had to get rid of that emo post..moi.

 Well.. can't say things are much better. The nurse said my mom only has like a month..and yeah im not doing too well....

    I listened to a certian song today that made me alll emo-tard cause i miss Adrian ;-; stupid jewish stripper-head making me miss his arrogant tendacies!!!! Well no signs of him...hope he ain't dead. O___o miss the hell out'a the kid though and i think Christy is tired of hearing me bitch about it. xD

  I wish i could hang with my friends more..I kinda need them now, but my damn brother wont let me out more then once a week. -_- some bullshit right there..its not like im out smoking pot or something.

Brandon worries too much about my eating habbits.I admit i don't eat as much as i use to but...im not gonna like...become...all skinny scary. And i dont think i'm fat either. o__o Oh well, the child just loves me I guess. x3 and it doesn't help that a little ANNOYING bird named DAMIAN is telling Brandon to constantly TAKE CARE OF ME!. Whats he gonna do?! KIDNAP ME?! I wish.....stupid bi-tard. >>; Yes...thats right Dane...you are a skanktard :o

   Oi, I never really knew how much of a deicated friend James was to me. He calls me EVERY night to just talk to me and take my mind off stuff.  Such a good kid, the little shithead is though he floods my mind with horrible detailed discriptions gross stuff. But hell he makes me laugh. Seems like him and Brandon are the only people who call me anymore, oi Rosie calls me too. Can't forget that dingle barry =]

 At least I got to see Sam and Hannah...that was fun...a nice little get away. She lives in my dream house...evil child.

I take..such horrible pictures of myself. xD Oh wellz. Ive got no one i want to impress anymore, ive got the guy i wanted to hook. =]

 Shes got to be the stupidest cat in the world for falling asleep on gum wrappers. XD I guess thats my fault too....erm.. >>; meep.It's okay Ninjaz. I still loves you even though Grandma dont cause you eat the flowers.. >>;

Day at the park...such a beautiful boy.

now you know why I call my lap top my Al-top =]

 Such a fairytale backyard

 This was sam's wine cellar...we just sat in there and drew random shit with plaster. xD i didn't wanna leave ;-;

why does brandon always have to beat up the little peoples? -.-;;

 Hannah bananasssss

 Why, Yes I do like my crackers.

 I dared sam to wear he edo jacket to the mall...she did...then fell asleep in the car. >>;